Hi friends,

Lately, I've been feeling the whole spectrum of emotions. Personally, I've been on the edge of endings and beginnings, a time full of possibility and refocus, and also unknowns and "what ifs". If I'm being honest, I've been letting myself lean more into the vastness of uncertainty instead the excitement of what's next. And that can be overwhelming.

It's easy for me to fall into a pattern of not feeling worthy, and boy have I been doing that. Feeling like I need to do more to be seen. Even though I know deep down that just my presence is enough. Even though I know that I always do a good job, that I can do anything I put my mind to. It's times like this where I'll exhaust myself trying to prove my worth and end up numbing myself to the world for a bit to cope.

But I do not find joy in the numbing. And because I know that the world opens for me when I follow joy, I know I need to pivot. So this week I'm working on my self-outlook, getting curious about why and where I feel undeserving and reconnecting with the parts of myself I can trust without having to prove anything.

Reframe Prompts
​When you’re in the thick of it, clarity doesn’t come from pushing harder. It comes from getting curious. These are a few prompts I’m sitting with this week to shift self-doubt into possibility:

1. Where am I tying my worth to an outcome, validation, or being “seen” a certain way? How would it feel to be enough exactly where I am now?
2. If there were no limitations or expectations placed on me, what would I naturally feel excited to move toward right now?
3. What story am I repeating about myself in this moment, and is it actually true, or just familiar? What’s a more expansive version I’m willing to try on?

Affirmation: I am already enough exactly where I am. I allow myself to move forward from that truth.

Just by redirecting my thoughts and being more intentional about my focus, I'm already feeling better. I’m being reminded that I don’t have to earn my place here. I hope you remember that about yourself too.

xo
Christen

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